I'm a guy everybody doubts, but deep inside they cherish my intelligence and have faith in me. I don't know why a lot of people think I'm smart. A lot of people of my age look up to me as a mature guy, and it feels like the moment you get tired of all the appreciation, and wanna scream leave me the fuck alone, I got my own problems and shit and have no time to help you with anything. I don't know why everyone thinks when they got a fucking problem they should talk to me, I mean, I ain't God. I'm a lonely guy who spends a lot of time practicing English and Swedish. In talking, I rock, but I more often find myself sad, and handling a lot of problems makes me sick. I never like it when somebody jokes with me or tries to make fun of me like we're best pals ever. I want to rap in English and Farsi. It's been like two years I haven't got laid, and masturbation is like smoking for me, something I try to hold on to keep running away from my fucking problems. I have trust issues and that's it..