"I am ready to die. I've had a wonderful life. I married the greatest and most beautiful woman in all the world. Since her death I miss her more and more everyday. I have the best daughter in the world and I have 3 smart, loving and devoted grandchildren. I have it all. But I'm tired now and I have any peers left. Death n scare me. I truly am ready to die. But if the house was on fire, I'd be the first one out the door."