I am susie I am a cancer survivor with a limited grasp on vocabulary and reality. I live by a simple code. One day at a time. I know its simplistic over used and boring but it works for me. I love language because it loves me back. No one listens to me the way they do when I write it down. Ive the most illuminating experience of dying and today I live. Today I live and choose to do it loudly. In writing. Despite my inabilaty to spell or remember simple mechanics, for some reason people still hear me because I have something to say!