I believe that I have experimented with myself. I have tried to "blend in" and found it to be rather boring. I play 3 sports, I constantly dye my hair, and continuously change my outfit style. The word "experiment" is one of the reasons I have chosen my path of study. chemical engineering. I want to try different chemical compounds out on patients to observe if I see change in their medical status or not. I also enjoy experimenting with my pitches in softball and my hitting in volleyball.

Death isn't like falling asleep. It isn't slow and suddenly all at once. Death is quick and constant. You can be alive one minute and dead the next. Death reminds me of sad old memories, and one so recent it scares me. What bothers me the most about death is how you can die not knowing something, not experiencing something, or even not loving someone. Death is quick. So my thoughts on death are, do everything you have ever dreamed of before it comes. Live. Laugh. And most of all just enjoy life.