disinclination

nouns

that toward which you are inclined to feel dislike
"his disinclination for modesty is well known"
antonym
is a type of (narrower)
a feeling of aversion or antipathy
"my dislike of him was instinctive"
a certain degree of unwillingness
"a reluctance to commit himself"; "his hesitancy revealed his basic indisposition"; "after some hesitation he agreed"
is derived from