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Adrenalin
He was rushed to the hospital and injected with Adrenalin.
amyotrophic lateral sclerosis
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
social psychology
"My friends, I assume you are all here for the Social Psychology class.
Jimi Hendrix
He'd do the lindy to Jimi Hendrix.
rock and roll
Rock and roll, big band, the blues.
urinate
As his body weakened, the back and forth to the bathroom became too exhausting, so Morrie began to urinate into a large beaker.
biopsy
Finally, when nothing could be found, one doctor ordered a muscle biopsy, taking a small piece out of Morrie's calf.
beaker
As his body weakened, the back and forth to the bathroom became too exhausting, so Morrie began to urinate into a large beaker.
Lou Gehrig
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
semester
I may not live to finish the semester.
big band
Rock and roll, big band, the blues.
Charles River
One day he was walking along the Charles River, and a cold burst of wind left him choking for air.
syllabus
The Syllabus His death sentence came in the summer of 1994.
Gehrig
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
amphetamine
He twisted and twirled, he waved his arms like a conductor on amphetamines, until sweat was dripping down the middle of his back.
hibiscus
The last class of my old professor's life took place once a week in his house, by a window in the study where he could watch a small hibiscus plant shed its pink leaves.
Hendrix
He'd do the lindy to Jimi Hendrix.
sclerosis
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
electric chair
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
sequoia
Your ageless heart as you move through time, layer on layer, tender sequoia ..."
lindy
He'd do the lindy to Jimi Hendrix.
science fiction
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
tango
Once, he brought a tango tape and got them to play it over the speakers.
wheelchair
He was using a wheelchair now, and he was fighting time to say all the things he wanted to say to all the people he loved.
nylon
We wear blue nylon robes.
asthma
He developed asthma in his sixties.
humid
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
wither
Do I wither up and disappear, or do I make the best of my time left? he had asked himself.
muscle
Finally, when nothing could be found, one doctor ordered a muscle biopsy, taking a small piece out of Morrie's calf.
Charlotte
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
bank account
When they left, the doctor gave them some information on ALS, little pamphlets, as if they were opening a bank account.
narrate
Morrie would walk that final bridge between life and death, and narrate the trip.
demise
Study me in my slow and patient demise.
synonymous
He was intent on proving that the word "dying" was not synonymous with "useless."
dance
He knew it the day he gave up dancing.
sociology
No one there knew he was a prominent doctor of sociology, with years of experience as a college professor and several well-respected books.
brakes
He backed the car out of the garage one morning and could barely push the brakes.
lateral
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
triangular
He has sparkling blue-green eyes, thinning silver hair that spills onto his forehead, big ears, a triangular nose, and tufts of graying eyebrows.
urine
They tested his urine.
intestine
They put a scope up his rear end and looked inside his intestines.
layer
Your ageless heart as you move through time, layer on layer, tender sequoia ..."
stumble
At a birthday party for a friend, he stumbled inexplicably.
final
Although no final exam was given, you were expected to produce one long paper on what was learned.
therapy
Therapy became a regular routine.
rousing
His "living funeral" was a rousing success.
biblical
In his graduation day robe, he looks like a cross between a biblical prophet and a Christmas elf.
terminal
"Is it terminal?"
aging
No books were required, yet many topics were covered, including love, work, community, family, aging, forgiveness, and, finally, death.
sparkle
He has sparkling blue-green eyes, thinning silver hair that spills onto his forehead, big ears, a triangular nose, and tufts of graying eyebrows.
blues
Rock and roll, big band, the blues.
soothe
Massage specialists came by once a week to try to soothe the constant, heavy stiffness he felt.
heart attack
When a colleague at Brandeis died suddenly of a heart attack, Morrie went to his funeral.
illness
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
colleague
When some of his close colleagues would visit, he would say to them, "Listen, I have to pee.
labored
His breathing became labored.
meter
A woman ran to put money in the parking meter.
disease
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
graduated
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
stare
In the locker room, the other swimmers pretended not to stare.
dancing
He knew it the day he gave up dancing.
electrical
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
psychology
"My friends, I assume you are all here for the Social Psychology class.
depressed
He came home depressed.
limp
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
rhythm
He would close his eyes and with a blissful smile begin to move to his own sense of rhythm.
scope
They put a scope up his rear end and looked inside his intestines.
college
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
pamphlet
When they left, the doctor gave them some information on ALS, little pamphlets, as if they were opening a bank account.
applaud
When he finished, everyone applauded.
meditation
He met with meditation teachers, and closed his eyes and narrowed his thoughts until his world shrunk down to a single breath, in and out, in and out.
calf
Finally, when nothing could be found, one doctor ordered a muscle biopsy, taking a small piece out of Morrie's calf.
imprison
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
theology
So he hired his first home care worker--a theology student named Tony--who helped him in and out of the pool, and in and out of his bathing suit.
music
The music didn't matter.
initial
Before we leave, I hand my professor a present, a tan briefcase with his initials on the front.
crook
Although his teeth are crooked and his lower ones are slanted back--as if someone had once punched them in--when he smiles it's as if you'd just told him the first joke on earth.
awkward
I am taller than he is, and when he holds me, I feel awkward, older, as if I were the parent and he were the child.
depress
He came home depressed.
pose
You were expected to respond to questions, and you were expected to pose questions of your own.
conductor
He twisted and twirled, he waved his arms like a conductor on amphetamines, until sweat was dripping down the middle of his back.
graduate
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
course
He asks if I will stay in touch, and without hesitation I say, "Of course."
shed
The last class of my old professor's life took place once a week in his house, by a window in the study where he could watch a small hibiscus plant shed its pink leaves.
tape
Once, he brought a tango tape and got them to play it over the speakers.
Rock
Rock and roll, big band, the blues.
require
You were also required to perform physical tasks now and then, such as lifting the professor's head to a comfortable spot on the pillow or placing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
wax
ALS is like a lit candle: it melts your nerves and leaves your body a pile of wax.
introduce
Afterward, I find Morrie Schwartz, my favorite professor, and introduce him to my parents.
required
You were also required to perform physical tasks now and then, such as lifting the professor's head to a comfortable spot on the pillow or placing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
admire
"Mitch, you are one of the good ones," he says, admiring the briefcase.
topic
No books were required, yet many topics were covered, including love, work, community, family, aging, forgiveness, and, finally, death.
tribute
Each of them spoke and paid tribute to my old professor.
fiction
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
tube
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
grade
No grades were given, but there were oral exams each week.
Harvard
He used to go to this church in Harvard Square every Wednesday night for something called "Dance Free."
prominent
No one there knew he was a prominent doctor of sociology, with years of experience as a college professor and several well-respected books.
Massachusetts
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
theater
Another night, he fell down the steps of a theater, startling a small crowd of people.
construct
But my old professor had made a profound decision, one he began to construct the day he came out of the doctor's office with a sword hanging over his head.
university
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
lecture
The last lecture was brief, only a few words.
pool
So he hired his first home care worker--a theology student named Tony--who helped him in and out of the pool, and in and out of his bathing suit.
profound
But my old professor had made a profound decision, one he began to construct the day he came out of the doctor's office with a sword hanging over his head.
assume
"My friends, I assume you are all here for the Social Psychology class.
trunk
You lose control of your trunk muscles, so that you cannot sit up straight.
melt
ALS is like a lit candle: it melts your nerves and leaves your body a pile of wax.
useless
He was intent on proving that the word "dying" was not synonymous with "useless."
response
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
electric
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
share
He told his friends that if they really wanted to help him, they would treat him not with sympathy but with visits, phone calls, a sharing of their problems--the way they had always shared their problems, because Morrie had always been a wonderful listener.
studied
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
experience
It was taught from experience.
purchase
He kept tripping, so he purchased a cane.
crowd
They had flashing lights and booming speakers and Morrie would wander in among the mostly student crowd, wearing a white T-shirt and black sweatpants and a towel around his neck, and whatever music was playing, that's the music to which he danced.
respond
You were expected to respond to questions, and you were expected to pose questions of your own.
fatal
I have been teaching this course for twenty years, and this is the first time I can say there is a risk in taking it, because I have a fatal illness.
exhaust
As his body weakened, the back and forth to the bathroom became too exhausting, so Morrie began to urinate into a large beaker.
research
He could be research.
support
You lose control of your thigh muscles, so that you cannot support yourself standing.
touch
He asks if I will stay in touch, and without hesitation I say, "Of course."
pile
ALS is like a lit candle: it melts your nerves and leaves your body a pile of wax.
entertain
In fact, he entertained a growing stream of visitors.
ceremony
When the ceremony is over, we throw our caps in the air, and we are officially graduated from college, the senior class of Brandeis University in the city of Waltham, Massachusetts.
constant
Massage specialists came by once a week to try to soothe the constant, heavy stiffness he felt.
include
No books were required, yet many topics were covered, including love, work, community, family, aging, forgiveness, and, finally, death.
fell
Another night, he fell down the steps of a theater, startling a small crowd of people.
Latin
Then he commandeered the floor, shooting back and forth like some hot Latin lover.
understanding
He had discussion groups about dying, what it really meant, how societies had always been afraid of it without necessarily understanding it.
active
Nurses came to his house to work with Morrie's withering legs, to keep the muscles active, bending them back and forth as if pumping water from a well.
wander
They had flashing lights and booming speakers and Morrie would wander in among the mostly student crowd, wearing a white T-shirt and black sweatpants and a towel around his neck, and whatever music was playing, that's the music to which he danced.
brief
The last lecture was brief, only a few words.
contract
This takes no more than five years from the day you contract the disease.
office
Finally, on a hot, humid day in August 1994, Morrie and his wife, Charlotte, went to the neurologist's office, and he asked them to sit before he broke the news: Morrie had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), Lou Gehrig's disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system.
tender
Your ageless heart as you move through time, layer on layer, tender sequoia ..."
wind
He is a small man who takes small steps, as if a strong wind could, at any time, whisk him up into the clouds.
physical
You were also required to perform physical tasks now and then, such as lifting the professor's head to a comfortable spot on the pillow or placing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
sentence
The Syllabus His death sentence came in the summer of 1994.
poem
One woman read a poem: "My dear and loving cousin ...
flash
They had flashing lights and booming speakers and Morrie would wander in among the mostly student crowd, wearing a white T-shirt and black sweatpants and a towel around his neck, and whatever music was playing, that's the music to which he danced.
risk
I have been teaching this course for twenty years, and this is the first time I can say there is a risk in taking it, because I have a fatal illness.
project
Instead, he would make death his final project, the center point of his days.
burst
One day he was walking along the Charles River, and a cold burst of wind left him choking for air.
credit
Kissing him good-bye earned you extra credit.
Sunday
And on a cold Sunday afternoon, he was joined in his home by a small group of friends and family for a "living funeral."
center
Instead, he would make death his final project, the center point of his days.
task
You were also required to perform physical tasks now and then, such as lifting the professor's head to a comfortable spot on the pillow or placing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
community
No books were required, yet many topics were covered, including love, work, community, family, aging, forgiveness, and, finally, death.
spring
It is the late spring of 1979, a hot, sticky Saturday afternoon.
current
In one of those tests, he sat in a special seat as they zapped him with electrical current--an electric chair, of sorts--and studied his neurological responses.
patient
Study me in my slow and patient demise.
perform
You were also required to perform physical tasks now and then, such as lifting the professor's head to a comfortable spot on the pillow or placing his glasses on the bridge of his nose.
narrow
He met with meditation teachers, and closed his eyes and narrowed his thoughts until his world shrunk down to a single breath, in and out, in and out.
series
The lab report came back suggesting a neurological problem, and Morrie was brought in for yet another series of tests.
increase
The pills increased.
square
He used to go to this church in Harvard Square every Wednesday night for something called "Dance Free."
develop
He developed asthma in his sixties.
surprise
Often, to their own surprise, they were.
science
By the end, if you are still alive, you are breathing through a tube in a hole in your throat, while your soul, perfectly awake, is imprisoned inside a limp husk, perhaps able to blink, or cluck a tongue, like something from a science fiction movie, the man frozen inside his own flesh.
whisper
He was in his seventies by this point, so they whispered "old age" and helped him to his feet.
bend
Nurses came to his house to work with Morrie's withering legs, to keep the muscles active, bending them back and forth as if pumping water from a well.
labor
His breathing became labored.
straight
You lose control of your trunk muscles, so that you cannot sit up straight.
search
As my old professor searched for answers, the disease took him over, day by day, week by week.
stream
In fact, he entertained a growing stream of visitors.
Charles
One day he was walking along the Charles River, and a cold burst of wind left him choking for air.
occur
But the idea of quitting did not occur to Morrie.
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